Don't try to answer without even asking; don't write anything in hopes that I won't be able to tell the difference. Where does the confidence you have in your foolishness come from? What you hear from fans? If you're looking for the "blessing" of man, you'll end up cursed by God. We trust different sources and we don't align. I was already won by Her.
Jesus came to divide everything, including industries.
So "loved", idolized, and so deceived.
You just can't win.